Though a few problems have occurred, there has been some personal issues that occurred a while back and I thought it would resolve itself by now...which it has not. And now I am in a very difficult situation, whether I should go or not. Little back story about me, I am the eldest child and I feel like it is my responsibility to stay, yet I also feel that I have to do this for me, this is my one in a life time opportunity and I know if I don't do this now, I will regret it forever. So I really don't know what to do. I mean I plan to leave early June and it is April now, and I still don't have a job and I need to book my flights and most important of all I need to sort out my visa and insurance. It is too much to handle on top of that I have four essays I need to write that is due in a few weeks ahhh. Seriously I have so much over my head it is stressing me out, and I get pretty emotional and it can get way too much for me. So I am blogging a very small blog, and perhaps you can help me. Should I stay at home and put my dreams in a box and be here for my family. Or do I be a selfish cow and go and live my dream for three months? I honestly don't know what to do.
I know this hasn't been much of a blog and it has been way over a month since I last blogged, I am terribly sorry, if there is any of you who are actually following me on my so called quest to fulfil my American dream.
I am going to finish this on a brighter note. A lot has happened in the past few weeks, my cousin and his wife had a beautiful baby girl on Mother's Day, and I had an amazing time with my friends down by the sea this week. re-living our childhood watching Disney movies, my all time favourite as a child was 'The Little Mermaid' I loved it so much, but it did make me cry...let me rephrase that, it STILL makes me cry lol.
Ok I am going to end with a one of my favourite songs, that I dream of dancing along to if I ever make it the States. I can imagine myself on a beach at night with a group of friends I made over in the states singing with all my heart to this beautiful song. Barefooted in the sands, with the wind blowing gently on my face and me having the time of my of life. That would be something I would love to do, really would. As you can tell I love Lady Antebellum way too much. (Song is called 'We Owned The Night'
Anyway thanks for reading and following,
P.S. I couldn't actually think of a title for my blog, so I went for the current album by Lady Antebellum 'Own The Night', my current favourite band :)