I feel that I have learnt a lot in the past few months, not just about fending for myself but about myself as a person. Though I am still as shy and introvert as ever, I know that I have stepped more out of my shell. I have always lived in my safe bubble, I have always been opposed too change. Now I am thinking about my future, about fulfilling my dreams, thinking about my career and the town/city where I begin my teaching years. I know that it isn't always the best option taking the easy route.
I know that I am a city girl at heart but, nothing beats home, after all home is where the heart is. Despite my distaste for my hometown and quite frankly I don't actually miss the town, I just miss the people who have helped shaped my life.
There are opportunities in the Big Apple, that I am rather tempted to take it, but whether I have the courage to pursue my dream is another question.
I am very family orientated and not a girl who copes well with change, so to step even further out of my comfort zone and step into the bright lights of New York City, sounds like a daunting experience, especially when it isn't for a holiday. Maybe I just need to bite the bullet and just go for it. (Maybe listen to some of those quotes above)
I very much would love to stay in London, it would be amazing to find a teaching job somewhere in the big city. Preferably in and around the area I am living in now but, who knows? Things happen for a reason.
I know I want to be living in London for at least a few years, and maybe do some travelling and finally make it to the city of my dreams.
I am a hopeless romantic, I have a love for all things cute and like any girl I love flowers, I strongly believe that things happen for a reason.
That memorable moments appear when you least expect it. I left home and I have found my new love for London.
Pessimism is generally my middle name however, I know that I need to stay positive,that I need to believe in my own strengths believe in my own abilities. I know I can be a good teacher, I know I can teach, I just need to believe. I need to have hope, have faith, to love and to always dream.